Dear Mom,
I think I have been way more stressed by the change in family dynamics than I was allowing myself to believe. Everything is so much harder now. I have to make a decision -- put in the energy to make the effort or genuinely try not to care. I am not sure I have the energy it would take right now. i just don't. which means trying not to care. which still means change.
On a different note, Pearl came to live with us. She is doing great -- Lilly is over the moon to have Pearl be her kitty. Pearl has also somehow figured out how to get between the floors in the house. Dave is going to fix the opening so she can't keep doing that, but what a clever kitty. Having her is a little hard because she is a constant reminder of you.
Anyway, I am trying to take care of myself and get through this like I know you would want me to. It has just been so much harder than I ever expected. I love you and miss you every day.
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